Friday, March 24, 2006

i miss you

I miss you.

I miss your laughter.
I miss hearing the little giggle as you laugh at my jokes.
I miss your jokes.
I miss laughing at your jokes.
I miss your presence.
I miss you sitting by my side.
I miss your caring gestures.
I miss your chiselled and handsome frame.
I miss the smell of your cologne.

I miss you. Lots.

For the past 2 weeks, I can sit and stare at the MSN screen seeing your status alternate between "online" and "away". An idiosyncrasy. My idiosyncrasy. It's my way of feeling your presence. My way of keeping my sanity. I just could not get you out of my mind. Everyday, my mind would drift and wonder what you are doing at that moment. Every night as I turn off the lights, lie on my bed and shut my eyes, I see you.

I just wonder whether you miss me as hard as I miss you. Just wonder.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Hi girl, why not message him? If he doesn't message back, it's time to forget about him, unless there are other circumstances to be looked at. Sometimes we feel more about/miss a certain person because of the situation we are in, when we feel down or lonely or in need of some comfort perhaps.