self-inflicted pain

Do you know how it feels to rub salt into your own wounds?

Today, I did. I know that it is idiotic of me to rub salt into my own wounds, but it was a moment of folly. And so it happened it happened. I screamed a silent scream. I just slapped myself for the stupidity.

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For a moment, I wanted to close off this chapter of idyllism for there are a couple of undesirable lurkers (actually only 2) around. But I thought of a solution. Aha! To change my writing to a metaphorical style. It will be interpreted in whichever way one wants to interpret. Aha. Brilliant idea! In that way, I can fend off those 2 undesirable lurkers without them even knowing or understanding.

*evil snigger*

To all my beloved blog fans:

I would like to apologise for the misunderstanding for the above post. Those undesirable lurkers actually called me up to express their unhappiness of me exposing their identities in my postings and I'm upset by it. One of them even went around to gossip to others about it and leave a bad name to me. This is my blog and I feel that I have a right to write what I want. But I do respect people's privacy which is why I have to be careful of what I write in the future. Sorry for the misinterpretation. I want to express my sincere apologies to DK and HL for causing you distress.

As a form of respect and remedy, I have deleted ALL the posts that have any personal reference to those specific people who had lodged complaints against me. I feel that I have done my due responsibility as a blogger and writer.