halloween

Halloween night.

It was Uncle Lau's birthday and he invited me and Kel to Devils' Bar. As usual Kel was too busy with work to accompany me there. I guess it was ok. I danced the night away and drowned my sorrows with beer. It was really fun.

You are most sober when you are drunk.

Flashes of Kel ran through my head. He never like to hold my hand. The hurt I feel whenever I tried to hold his hands to find that he wanted to let go. Flashes of Jer holding my hands. His hand felt warm and safe and secure. My head spun. Tears trickled down my cheeks. I brushed them away and continued dancing. I didn't cry. I grew stronger. I knew that it was over between me and Kel. I am just waiting for the last straw to ignite the fire.