Today is an important day for me as the year 2006 comes to an end. Today marks the deadline to the decision as to where I will be heading in year 2007.
You won't believe the number of miracles I experienced in the past 2 weeks of my life. The miracles just happened one after another at the speed that is faster that the breath I take. And I'm not exaggerating. To me, it's unbelievable. But to God, miracles are chicken-feed.
I have decided to let go and let God take control of the decision. I will know the answer by the end of the day. I think it allows my brain some rest by letting God decide. It's an easier decision to let go. I had been trying to hold on too tightly. Although I'm feeling nervous of God's decision, yet I have this deep peace within that I can't explain. Somehow I know that God's plan will be the best plan for me. For God already know what lies ahead for me, there is a purpose for everything. I have faith that God's plan is the best.
This year has been such happening year for me, like a rollercoaster. I think being in a rollercoaster can be deemed as exciting to the strong-hearted, yet to the weak-hearted, rollercoaster ride is dangerously freaking the mind out. Well, I feel both. The most important lesson I learnt this year is to know that God is the safety belt in my rollercoaster ride. There are times when the rollercoaster is plunging down at such extreme speed that I could hardly feel the presence of the safety belt. But it is there, tightly hugging me.
God is good. All the time. Amen.